flowerzombie

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 03:43:10 GMT

I just want the old Samm in me to come back to life. Optimistic, hopeful, and happy.

But no. I've become this angry hateful person who just wants karma to attack everyone. Though that would mean I'd probably be dead.

I'm tired of hurting, of waiting, of being sad.

I'm done. I'm done. Time to be happy, confident, and optimistic about the future. Things WILL get better.

I'll be in college in just a few months. I won't feel like a loser working full time living at home anymore.

THEN.

After college...

I'm out of Florida.

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 00:20:30 GMT

I will be an adult in like 11 days.

... well I'll be 18. :]

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:26:14 GMT

I think I'm on the wrong side of this fucking looking-glass.

Tue, 27 May 2008 21:59:20 GMT

There is something I really want for my birthday.

Mon, 12 May 2008 04:42:10 GMT

I have two weeks left of school.

So just a warning:

I'll be a wreck for the next two weeks.

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I'm sorry, but I really don't mean to sound so sad all the time. I've just been really lonely. Everyone is so busy and I just want to be out all the time with you guys. I just always have to study and do HW to make sure I make it graduation. I also live in Longwood, that's a big problem.

I make up silly excuses to talk to people on the phone. Just to hear people's voices sometimes. The second I hang up I feel like an idiot, because... I'm not even sure. I just wish i hadn't called and sounded like an emo bitch. I know it annoys people.

After graduation I'll feel better. Once there is no more school, it'll get easier.

Sun, 11 May 2008 02:22:36 GMT

WOULD ONE OF YOU COME AND FUCKING VISIT ME FOR ONCE.

I FIND A WAY TO ORLANDO EVERY WEEKEND.

ONE OF YOU COME HERE!

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 00:32:45 GMT

Hey.
I'm Samm.
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